i know i normally post porn on a filter but i thought this was good, and important, enough to share (and if you're not seeing porn and want to be just let me know, it's always under a cut ( Read more... )

I tried to post something yesterday for TDoR but i can't...i just can't. it's too much and too hard for me to think about. it feels like the situation is getting worse, not better. the faint glimmer of hope that the drastic increase is more being reported is just that...a very faint glimmer. we have no way of telling how many people actually died ( Read more... )

well benji got here wednesday, we hung out, introduced him to oliver ( Read more... )

i haven't been 100% truthful about uni...
well to the people i've spoken to about it, i just haven't mentioned it here, but i feel like i've been lying

( LJ cut for confessions of failure )

i got sent home from drama ( Read more... )

ok, will someone please explain why kissing a girl makes me feel al feminine and icky, whilst kissing guys makes me feel masculine ( Read more... )

went to the park for fire
made me feel a bit better to see things burn
i did fire poi

there's still a big hole inside of me
and it's one i can't fill with cock
sex doesn't make me feel better, just postpones the inevitable

i miss my family
not my bio family, me real family, the people who really matter to me
i love you all so much

bleh ( Read more... )

last night i cried for hours on jenn, so sad, so fucking sad, and no reason why

( cut for rambing poetical thoughts on last night/this morning )

( Jenn just brought me a huge stack of pancakes, she makes them so good, ignore my ranting )